Without even trying, her skin began to turn brown from the topical sun.
She didn’t plan for it or sit outside to catch it at it’s highest peak. It just happened.
Perhaps it was carried across through the Tradewinds every afternoon when she took her swim. Or maybe it lived in the cells of the waters waiting to caress her.
She would purposely wait until the light of the great sun was resting behind the trees, casting it’s gentle shadow on the water in the 40 ft. swimming pool.
She was definitely living a life of grace and ease she thought, as she did her laps across the pool.
Finding affirmations of gratitude came easy to her now, as she rested in the confidence that all was well for now with her family.
She wanted to “make hay while the sun was shining” and use this special time to work on herself, to tone her muscles, shed a few pounds, and catch up on some fitness rituals that had been put on the back burner while she strived to make a living. There just had been no time or energy to work on herself, or so she felt. Or maybe she had given up at some point, after losing her love in a tragic car accident, being laid off from her dream job, and then being fired from one that she had hated anyway.
Her prayers had made their way to the Great Unknown, and she had been released from her self-made prison of lethargy, discontent, sorrow, rejection, and loss of Spirit.
She had given in to eating the wrong foods, until one day she had woken up with severe pains in her stomach as though she had been poisoned.
Was it the bread she had so lovingly made from white, bromated flour the day before?
Anyway, that was all behind her now.
She had started to blog about some of her experiences.
Always one who enjoyed new paths of study in the esoteric, she began working with her intuition, strengthening her connection with the Infinite through meditation, visioning, and through writing.
These things came easy to her.
The group of people at work had made vision boards and posted them in the break room. So many had pictures of a tropical getaway, and she wondered if staring at these images had prompted her own trip to the islands.
After 6 months of unemployment, she was requested to come house-sit in Oahu.
Well, how could she say no?
This is where her journey began back to well-ness, weight loss, and getting back in touch with her authentic self.
She had reached retirement age, but not quite ready to retire financially or mentally, she thought this could be a time to reconnect with a part of her who had been lost for a long time.
For the past year, she had been seeing visions of a male companion.
He was always dressed in white and there was a natural contentment that she felt deep in her soul each time she had a new vision, and usually a bit of surprise that it was “him”.
It was someone that she knew, who seemed the farthest thing away from what she would have expected. But isn’t that how love is? And doesn’t it show up when you least expect it?
She returned home to California for six months as the Universe was doing some shuffling of her home circumstances. ‘She began paring back on her possessions, selling some of her treasured pieces that had been in storage.
Her grandson had decided to return to Southern California, her sister would be moving on, and her son was busy making a new life for himself.
She was actively pursuing a new position working as an interior designer when the Universe stepped in during a huge rainstorm, bursting a pipe that flooded the store that she would be working in, causing a delay in plans. The owner called to apologize for the delay, but still no offer of employment.
Then came another offer to come to Oahu. So, what did she have to lose? There must be a reason for all of this, she thought. So, she packed her suitcase for one month, with two pair of jeans, some sleeveless shirts, and underwear. When she was finally approached for employment in May, she told them that she had taken a temporary job, and would come in to see them when she returned.
She decided to stay in Hawaii until August as that was how long she was needed.
Nothing had materialized on the surface of her life yet, in the love department anyway.
Well, maybe a sprinkle of hope. But nothing tangible.
All she knew was that she needed to use this special time of benevolence to take care of herself, carry on with her life, create her art, and let her life unfold naturally, as the workings of Nature always knows the best course.
She trusted that things would unfold at the right time, in the right way.
Her guidance was ” Do nothing. No need to push or strive, but let Nature carry you forward”. and so she was willing to wait, as there was still more work for her to do in her journey of self-healing.
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